Ah... Monday blues... Super blues man.

Felt super moody and down today. Duno y. Juz felt that way. Lousy. Useless. Incompetent. The words that Jasper said yesterday now seem to have no effect~! Why?! Sianzz. This is one of the times I feel super sian, where I dun wish to CARE and DO anything. Envious? Heart broken? Sort of...

In office still the same, but suprisingly, today the time seem to past very very fast, I reached office at around 9.10am, sit around then ate brunch wif 'mommy' and go back and sit around again and wham~! its 12.30pm already. Do some stuffs liao then 2pm liao, lunch time. Ate lunch wif some of my colleagues and went straight for a hair cut today. Hmm.. needed one man, almost 3 - 4 months nvr cut hair, then so hot oso. Shaved too :)

Then, I being tossed around like a bucket of jokes inside the office. My fren, same course, keep making fun of me til today, I told myself, "Thats it." Din reply him for quite some time and I think he got the message but din realli asked me how was I. Tired oso, then in office alot of ppl asking me, y so sian and discouraged looking? Oh? I din realli noe I was pulling a long face, actually wanna to stuff all the depressions inside and not letting it out, haiz, always failed to keep my expressions and feelings to myself.

Suprisingly, again, my mom din realli scold me for having long hair as I onli trimmed abit and decrease the thickness of the hair, still long but not as hot as last time. Man, last time, it was like an oven in there. Anything can b cooked. Lol. Ok. Enough.