Hmm.. Sunday again.

Woke up late man, supposed to wake up at 830am but in the end woke up at 930am. Then reached church late, supposed to meet Simon, a fren of mine at 10am at Agape but in the end reached at 1030am. Hai, he had his brunch already while I bought buns after that.

Church service today was pretty gd, not much ppl as the females went for woman's encounter camp including my aunt.

Then after that, the youths were told to go the sub hall lo, duno y oso. But after that, got my fren brought out birthday cake and sang me and my another fren, Benjamin, a birthday song. Was super duper touched and almost tears falling off.

Post encounter session after that was not bad too, Jasper gave the talk and set me thinking abt that gonna hav a balanced life and so on.

Went to lan gaming wif Cheng Yi, Alex, Jesher and Jason, all my church frenz after that, couldnt find any seats inside the lan gaming center we were supposed to play then went to the lan center at the basement.

LOL~! Played Serious Sam wif the 4 of them. Very very fun, keep killing monsters in co-op multiplayer and beating the stages and the bosses.

Ate dinner at Burger King at Tampines Mall wif them later on, quite full but I dun realli like fastfood lo, very fattening.

Went straight to my grandma house around 8.40pm and was great to see my grandma there. She recently had some health problem which I'm not gonna reveal. Hai, made me worried that day oso on a Friday.

My mom and my aunts went to eat their dinner at ABC market wif me but I ate dinner liao le, so very full. Wow, walking from my grandma house to the ABC market sure bring back alot of memories. Like I always go to ABC market and eat when I was in primary school wif my frenz, the ABC market was still there but my primary sch is no more. The feeling of having memories back into your mind is truly not able to describe in words. It sets your mind thinking about the past, and most ppl experienced that before. Yea, its a great feeling to bring back memories, whether embarassing anot, those memories made me smile :)

Hmm.. another thingy set me thinking oso. Some ppl asked me "Do u hav a gf or ex-gf?" Then I replied no. Then they asked "Why not? Ur 19 already and dun hav a gf before? You're a gay?" Seriously, ppl that think of me as a gay makes me feel kinda sad too. Well, I did woo people and failed, hm... tried again and failed, again and failed. Not once suceeded. Its ok, I told myself, maybe I'm not meant for them. I'm not THE ONE. Seriously, my looks not that gd nor tall nor muscular oso. Oh well...... Keep on searching ba. God will grant me one by grace if its time. My fren told me b4, I wont get a gf until I change, but wat is it that I hav to change? i din ask her, din realli pursue the matter. Hmm... I juz gonna keep my mind off these things lo, very negative thoughts, hav to remove them~!!!

Til then, stay tuned for tml blog.