You had a bad day
by Daniel Powter
God, this song has been stuck in my head since the end of today. Today was really a screwed up day. Work and carrying piles and piles of stores can kill me man. Seriously. Besides that, I feel my superior, who is new, doesn't really trust me, his own man. Yes. Can't believe even during LULL period still make us slog it all out. LULL period is supposed to be low-key.

Damn.

Why do some people have a better hold and control over their emotions? For me to do that, I would have to gather alot of my inner energy just to control mine. Maybe this genetically inherient trait was passed down by my mother to us. At least I improved, last time when I was pissed off at something, it would like take me a day? just to get back to my normal self. That is after I woke up the next day feeling better. Now, only 'du lan' a while. Well well, maybe I had changed after all.

But still that didn't stop me from writing down my thoughts (Thats what a blog is for!)

I don't know man, its like basically someone out there, (it doesn't matter who) just want to make your life damn difficult and 'hen nan zhuo ren'

Wa lao, buay tahan, today hor, wa lao, really cannot make it ah. Felt angry but cannot show it out. Freedom of feel? There isn't any freedom of speech, now they are taking away my freedom of feel!? I want to show how I feel. Thats me, straight foward, direct, clear cut, no 'beating around the bush' and WYSIWYG type of person.

I'm no hypocritic.

I say what I feel.

Wait.

Sorry, there isn't any freedom of speech. Much less in restricted areas in my camp.

People see what you and I write.

Zilch freedom.

No such thing.

I feel like shouting.

Can I shout?

Wait, got neighbours la, later they kao bei kao bu.

Damn, what did I say about freedom of feel?

Wanted to shout like Chester in Linkin Park.

I am listening to 'Faint' now.

Somehow I really wish I can play the keyboard (Not the PC computer la! Dok!) so at least I can play some songs that I feel like playing. I like to produce good music and listen to the good music I play. Wait, I produce good music and listen to the good music I hear. Woo! Its a cycle!'

Lux Aeterna by Clint Mansell anyone? This piece of music from Lord of the Rings is commonly used in dramatic serial dramas trailer to create the dramatic drama serial drama dramatic effect.

Well, signing off...