Super long time since I posted an entry......... Me and this '1 time' girl... so far knew each other for so long......... Me Virgo she Capricorn... supposingly to be a super good match, a match made in heaven but.......its not going to go well and materialise... she thinks of going back to her ex... I just want her to be happy... thats all it really matters... KH and GG is also a match made in heaven... Virgo and Capricorn..... both just got attached to each other and is very blissful now........ Why can't we be like them???????? Probably it was never meant to be... But I want to fight.. fight for something before I give up.. Last time I gave up too easily I guess... now.. no, until I draw my last breath.. I want to fight for my happiness...


Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

*But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open*

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that
I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

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And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

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